why did i doubt myself?

i dont know why i never started cloth in the beginning like i wanted to, i love it. So far ive been out visiting my family, laundry, and a few quick runs here and there but i love it, the true test will be if i go for a few days to my sisters house in va? will i make it or quit! I am still trying to get the night time diapering down but thats because i want to try everything so fast! i must say though i feel like im changing less diapers now... kinda sad. lol, but hey i love it! i enjoy washing also, so far ive had a few poops but its nothing... what is bugging me is that i still use regular wipes and its a pain, i need to get a garbage can for the baby room (thats where i change diapers) and my pail bag(where i put my dirty cloth) is in the bathroom... gotta work that out.. I will say my baby's bum looks great no rashes, not even red! i use cocnut oil as a barrier to prevent diaper rashes every other change and at night, the same way i was using destin. Oh i did notice one change, i was the type of mom that liked the clothing on my baby snug so i would buy clothing on the small side, but now with her huge cloth butt i need to buy clothes a size bigger! Thats okay anyways, since we dont wear pants at home! I am working on how to update pictures (not very computer savvy but hey i try) now to sleep.